I CAN'T BELIEVE'

I can't believe it's fall. It seems like yesterday we were celebrating July 4th. I can't believe we've been married 25 years. I can still see you sitting next to the pool the first time I saw you. I don't know if it was love at first sight, but it was close.

You were the most beautiful woman I had ever seen and I could tell that you had a nice set of boobs, but I wanted you to stand up so I could check out your ass and legs. You saved that for later and I haven't stopped checking out your ass and legs.

I can't believe the girls are in college. They have been the frosting on the cake, but I can't look at the old pictures. I can't believe they grew up so fast. They were always such sweethearts.

I can't believe Mom and Dad have been dead for a decade. I'll never forget when Billy called and said they had been killed in an accident. Nothing meant more to them than family. They visit me in my dreams and I take comfort in seeing them again although I have to choke back the tears when I awake. If I could just hear their voices one last time.

Life is an accumulation of memories whose weight if often unbearable, but all joy is tinged with sadness. I can't believe that I'm lying next to you holding your hand. I can't believe that our time is growing short.

I want to scream in pain and despair. I can't believe that we will soon be separated and it will be like we never existed. I can't believe that we will soon be nothing.